Best Friend



Best Friend
artwork adapted from the net

Sometimes I really don’t know how to tell you I am just really broken
without feeling needy and insecure
I don’t know how to open up without feeling umpired and impaled by you
I don’t know how to cry because we usually laugh the criers out of town

I just need you to see beyond the jest, to know that my mind is dense,
 my soul is heavy and my body is sick
To know that I am needy
To know that I am insecure
To know that I am broken

 
I need you to know that I am confused
To know that I don’t know where I belong in life anymore
To know that I am tired of wearing the heavy armor; the shining armor


I just need you to see I am hurting and frustrated without me telling you 
because I am bedridden with a personality that fills me up and drains me 
and I am just waiting for you to fill me up and stand me upright. 
It is your job as my BESTFRIEND …..
It is my job as your BESTFRIEND

I promise to do better
to my bestfriend…

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