Best Friend artwork adapted from the net Sometimes I really don’t know how to tell you I am just really broken without feeling needy and insecure I don’t know how to open up without feeling umpired and impaled by you I don’t know how to cry because we usually laugh the criers out of town I just need you to see beyond the jest, to know that my mind is dense,   my soul is heavy and my body is sick To know that I am needy To know that I am insecure To know that I am broken   I need you to know that I am confused To know that I don’t know where I belong in life anymore To know that I am tired of wearing the heavy armor; the shining armor I just need you to see I am hurting and frustrated without me telling you  because I am bedridden with a personality that fills me up and drains me  and I am just waiting for you to fill me up and stand me upright.  It is your job as my BESTFRIEND ….. It is my job as you...

I have been calling since last night and I keep hearing the phone operator say “number busy”. And I keep thinking haven’t we been here before, haven’t we been on this roller coaster ride. You take me to places I think I don’t know, only to find out I have been here before. I have become a dog that recognizes the psychology of Skinner and Watson.  You dangl ing your love and me running   when your whistle calls. Tell the truth Do you still need me? ‘Cos I still need you I always thought we were a team, a team that will end up together at the hilt of the sword I will die for you. Tell the truth Would you die for me? I am bleeding already I am bleeding already You can stop now I am yours Stop! I can’t breathe for me I can breathe for you You have to stop now Why won’t you stop? R ide or die I have been through it all How am I still here? I guess you won’t let me die just yet I am bleeding already I am bleeding alr...

I can’t feel me anymore, It is like I am disappeared I have checked out without fully being cured I have been checked out without my permission How is this possible? I am above 18 That should count for something. I know better I should know better The way you have been treating me should be an indication But the rays of green light are directly on my face I can’t see anything else but you, your silhouette. You are blinding me gorgeous. I didn’t use to be sweet but you turned me to sugar bear Only to find out you and Suge had something in common I don’t mind I want to give you everything; I wanted you to own me I want you to own me Fill me up, Keep me warm Take all of me and what is left of me I lost directions and you are in the driver’s seat We are lost but I keep mute I want to be with you through this journey The road is wrong and there are a lot of bumps ahead, you swerve I can hear my heartbeat throb through my chest The ...

O h darling, we know the truth If it were just me and you, this would be the right thing to do The mood is all misty and you think it is just me and you You clearly don’t want to see him O h darling, we know the truth I am not looking for a change of name Just a change of pace We are here together We both want the same thing for different reasons Same road, different destination This drive is moving too slow, Let’s get lost in the thrill O h darling, we know the truth We have both cum to an end This moment has caused a reaction The consequences is detachment You blissfully gave in to me I took you to nirvana, you took me to nirvana You are still in nirvana I am back home with him My nirvana O h darling, but you knew the truth